This is a work in progress not a final draft will update as i do it.
But for now share ya thoughts
Theres one thing in my life i really need to understand
the day i was born why did i get dealt such a crap hand
left to live my life with a mother that didnt ever really care
had a father out there somewhere but he was never really there
to sum shit up nicely at the start man life aint ever fair
no matter how much you love thy neighbour or learn to share
someone will still raid ya house takin everything u own n leavin u bare
I remember when my mam n dad broke up to them it didnt matter
didnt give a shit about a little childs heart they would shatter
its just god beating the shit out my life like a form of party pinyata
i can say ive seen some fucked up things in my time
but i appreciate em all cos it the equivilent of fuel for rhyme
ive seen somebody get put down infront of me at point blank range
had the glock turned on me and been threatend to join him in his shallow grave
It just hows to show no matter how much u natter or u rant n ya rave
Shit still happens n that aint ever gonna change.
Im fed up of hearin shit about people reppin they endz
nobody on the streets helpin or ever tryna make amends
people gettin layed out just cosa how there post code ends
now to the youth what kinda message u think that sends
But in one aspect of my life im the luckiest guy in the world
ive got support from my friends and my girl
but theres still kids out there stuck in a life of grime
shes the reason i aint locked up and im outa all the crime
keepin all my thoughts in line since about back when i was 9
if it wasnt for her id be spittin this shit from a hospital bed
with a self inflicted bullet wound in the side of my head
it really dont need explainin, i belive, 'nuff said.
Theres way to many people in this world that dont get enough cred
people out on the front line for our country they bled
but yet u probably heard this more than ya alphabet from A to Zed
fed up of seein people coming back home in a coffin
but 90% of the country shrug it off like its nuffin
familys at home with a fist up to the goverment shoutin n cussin
but nobody else is givin a shit to them it aint worth fussin
need somebody to blame?
point to the priminister
each action that he executes becomes more sinister
i cant understand why we just waste money as we please
why the fuck aint all this being put into curing more disease
but yet we cant forget about the money owed by 3rd world coun-tries
used to live in brixton, the jamaican capitlal of london
till someone broke in with a gat nearly had my life undone
it was the first time in my life that id ever seen a gun
so now u know why talkin about puttin people down to me aint fun.
My father nearlly lost his wife and his 1st born son.