Disputing my TWC

So I got my TWC from Verts. I know She's doing her job I just really want some other mods opinions on this so PLEASE don't lock this Verts. Thanks

Okay, here http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=884804
I posted

I don't deny that I posted this, I don't even deny that I partially meant it.

When I first came to Sythe, my intentions were to make money. My intended to not let anyone stop me from making money.
I was willing to sell old accounts, which I have, sell pins, a few, and where I messed up; I had in my mind that If I got the chance then I would scam someone. I lurked around on sythe from about November of 2009 to early January. Doing this time I was just learning about people scamming on runescape period. My whole runescape career I never knew of scammers or even a whole forum of scammers other than people scamming for rune scimmys in world 1 ect.
Well after finally joining sythe after lurking around for a while I decided to gain some reputation and become trusted around sythe. I won't lie, I STILL had intentions on going for a scam at this point. After time, I kept my eye on the Report a scammer section and realized how many low lives there are out there to scam a 12 year old over a game. I imagined kids crying, over a game. It's what kids do and ever since then this always came to my mind when I would see a scam report. Well finally I looked into selling my first runescape account. My rune pure http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=795048 which as you can see wasn't very successful. I went back and forth from the black market to just any section I could post things in to get noticed. This is when I started posting pretty much EVERYWHERE. Spam forum mostly, and spammed on some threads quite a bit as you can see here, lol.

After I started posting, spamming, whatever you wanna call it about 20 times a day and got recognized a bit is really when I came in touch with sythe and new I was going to stick around for good. Not only for the black market just for the community in general, this time.
From the day I joined sythe, to today I never once scammed anyone. I got reported for scamming once and that was a misunderstanding and I refunded the guy.
Some time in May while I was on Tiny Chat I did something very inapropriate that I do still til this day take responsibility for and looking back now it makes me look very immature. I was in Tiny Chat with Justin (shall skill) and some other people when Justin decides to pop out his penis and 'flop' it around.
Of course me trying to be the jokester takes a screenshot. It was in my picture documents for a day or so then someone posted a picture of his ass that they screened from tiny chat in the spam forum. So immediately I get the two pictures I had in my documents and upload them and post them.
Little did I know, this was against rules to post porn, much less child porn which they considered him a child. I login the next day to find that I've been
perm-banned.
I immediately dispute it being rude and anxious to get unbanned not thinking about what I said.
Here http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=823067
After 7 or 8 mods posted on it with their opinions Finn finally deny's my dispute. Even with about 5 of the 8 mods supporting a temp-ban.
Me, ready to give up wait about 3 days and decide to dispute one more time.
I was very respectful and careful with my words this time doing everything I could to get unbanned. After a few more mods posting on there supporting a shorter ban, once again, Finns posts again denying my dispute.
At this point I gave up
I believe it was between June 25th - july 1st when I came back to sythe (almost 2 & a half months later) and decided to give it one more try and dispute once more.
I was very happy when I got back on to see that Finn's reply was not denying me. He was very kind and said that I was very mature this time around and what not.
This is where I started my journey at sythe where I chose to stick around sythe and hopefully be a mod or some sort of staff ONE DAY.

After all of that happened I promised myself that I would not take advantage of my 2nd chance and would be at sythe for good this time.
Everything has been going great til' now when I posted that I came to sythe to scam.
I have made alot of friends here, and I won't even lie, alot of enemies as well.
I go in Tiny chat daily, most people like me in there. I post in General discussion and the spam forum daily, so I'm cool with a lot of the staff.

I do believe that more people on Sythe like me than the people that don't.
The few enemies that I DO have it's not because I've trashed talked them or something. I don't think I've ever 'cussed someone out' from sythe.
In real life, i'm a sort of violent guy. So is my father. My family drives me crazy so when I come to sythe I try to be the nicest of my ability because I know I can't start over in real life and give people a different first impression about me especially my family, teachers, and my girlfriend.
I'm not a suck up kind of guy nor will I try to 'make' someone like me.
I accept people for who they are and expect people to do the same.
That being said, i'm not in any way at all saying I don't obey and listen closely to Sythe's staff members. Because I do, I'm just not going to be a "teachers pet" so that I can get on their good side. If that makes sense at all.

I guess what i'm trying to say is that I don't believe that I should have a Trade With Caution Sign just because my past. Not even my past, cause it's not like I did anything wrong, I just spoke the truth like i've done here for the past 40 something minutes at 8 a.m thinking what to say because I truly think I don't deserve this TWC.
I mean, since I didn't do anything this really wouldn't be considered a 2nd chance but it's sort of a trust thing.
Like this: I said I HAD THOUGHTS of scamming. Never implied that I was going to scam "this" buyer/seller or "this" one. Or that I am going to try to scam "this" person.
I said that I have thought about scamming here on sythe before, alot of people here on sythe cannot say they they have NEVER thought about scamming someone.
In fact, I bet NO ONE can with the exception of a few.
Also, I am not 'waiting for the right scam' if that's going to be implied.
I have went from being a leecher with no friends on sythe to a semi-respected member on sythe that has made some friends and wants to stay and not be judged everywhere he goes by his TWC sign.
Because it will be exactly like that. No one will respect me, everyone will crack jokes and say "YOU GOT TWC SIGN YOUR AUTOMATICALLY A SCAMMER AND I WONT GO FIRST SCAMMER!" and for what? Cause I HAD THOUGHTS ABOUT SCAMMING BEFORE I EVEN BECAME A MEMBER HERE!


I'm sorry I made this so long I just wanted to get a few things across.
Hopefully whoever replies on here gives me there honest opinion and didn't just skim through this.
And hopefully Verts won't close this before I can get some opinions.





Thanks for taking your time and reading this I will greatly appreciate your honest opinions good or bad.
Thanks again,
Blackkk

 

I won't close it but I think that telling everyone that you originally came here to scam warrants a TWC.

 

I understand exactly why you feel that way and i'm not saying I wouldn't in your situation.
I'm just looking at it from another point of view where I really haven't done anything. And you may be saying you preventing me from scamming, which makes sense and all. I just am trying to put it out there that I Haven't done anything wrong, and sure as hell won't any time soon on Sythe and I wish you could trust the fact that I have no intentions to scam on sythe, or anywhere else for that matter.

But meh... that's life I suppose

 

I actually read the whole thing, and I'm sorry to say that the TWC seems warranted. Maybe you'll get it removed in the future, it's always possible, but right now I think it should stay.

It's hard to distinguish those who are genuinely reformed on the Internet versus those who are trying to cover something up. Sorry.

 

I understand that youre looking for the best intrest in sythe members and don't want anyone being scammed I just don't understand why I should have it if I haven't done anything wrong? Correct me if i'm wrong but i'm pretty sure I've never heard or seen a rule on sythe about THINKING about scamming. It's a thought for god sakes! For all you know I was having a dream when I thought about it.
Plus I thought about this before I even joined sythe! I had no clue what scamming runescape items/account ect was...
It would be different if I had been a member this whole time and posted on a thread, "Hey dude I'm thinking about scamming Plznate" or better yet asking someone to help? Seriously.. this is beyond strict. It was a thought, what the hell

 

Well?

 

The whole 'thinking about scamming' thing is the reason we have the TWC rank

 

It was before I even came to sythe for gods sake..

 

I believe that saying the original reason you came to Sythe was to scam is pretty suspicious. A TwC is a fairly light punishment considering you could be permanently banned under the circumstances.

 

I have not in any way attempted to scam ANYONE.
And can someone please tell me what the hell is suspicious about claiming to have thoughts about scamming before I came to sythe?
If anything it makes me more un-likely to scam because I fessed up to it.


Rrrrightt??

 

Never said you attempted to scam.

The fact you admitted to it means it has been on your mind. It's suspicious whether you think so or not. Fessing up to it doesn't really make you any less likely to scam someone, it just brings it to our attention.

 

Okay whatever sorry for trying to do the right thing I guess..
Go ahead and do what you gotta do and close this I guess