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Stop thinking so negative man. The situation was shitty but think hard what you learned from it there's always something to be learned in any bad situation. It may seem bad but it could be a change in disguise. That's a crazy life man and very detailed. I've had something pretty close to that but nearly die more out of stupid decisions.

You have tunnel vision step out of the box get some alone time and think about everything and how you can change things. If you can't get a job wherever you are save up money and move away start everything over from nothing climbing your way back up.

Read every word and literally can relate and put myself in your shoes. You need to obviously talk so fuck these dushbag kids who live with mommy and don't know shit about what's happening to you. Hit me up in pm or Skype. I'm up all night lol

 

I'm a douche bag that lives with mommy... lol

 

What do you think I was... In fact i fucked that up went with grandma and ended up homeless at 16

 

Mom's kicked me out a few times, but she always lets me come back eventually lol. We get a long pretty well these days though.

 

That's me now I got into the military though so that's what stabilized me financially. Your mom always forgives... Well for me it depends what I had done. How's the job search going

 

i haven't been looking much lately... i did send my resume to a bunch of temp companies not too long ago, none of em seem to want to put me anywhere tho.

 

You live in the states? There are state work programs

 

don't think too negative bro. this really touched my heart but you gota get rif of being a drug addict and staying away from trouble :/

 

Yeah, I live in missouri, never heard of a state work program. I can't do anything that would take me too far away, gotta take care of the grandparents.

 

And anything I say saint nothing is against you. I come off as an asshole a lot I don't notice it but I guess it offends some people. How I'm not sure but I do try to write what I feel with truth I don't ever sugar coat anything.

So for reals hit me up we can come up with something. Jobs are hard to get and leave a real shitty feeling when an employeer hears you out to only put you down. Never give up and don't ever quit something. I try living by that moto

 

That shows you really are a good person doing that. Mention that in interviews. Plan out how you will sell it to them. You sadly nowa days have to sell the story and make them feel like they are a better person hiring you that's the sad thing I have noticed around me

 

There's a time and place for everything. Always thing positive. Find the silver lining in all things and show the world what you're made of. You can do it, just put in the effort.


I can talk to you on Skype.

 

You've had it rough dude, I can appreciate that.

It helps when I contemplate how small I am in the universe and how my problems are all very trivial and pointless things to be concerned about. Just go with the flow and try and keep yourself busy.

Hit me up on Skype if you wanna

 

I like roarys view

 

Thanks Roary, very hard to do sometimes though.

 

I read every word, every fucking word....Man... All I can say is I'm sorry... I hope things get better, I don't know what advice I can give you, I mean I've had some pretty rough shit and I mean rough shit but your story really touched...

I pray and hope the best for you bro <3

 

I know man. Look at what you've come through though - if you don't fight it out this last bit you'll never know what you could achieve or what it was all for. Don't let it be for nothing, be the father you want your kid to look at and think "Jeez, I'm proud of what my dad put himself through to give me the best life he could". Live for it, man.