Hello. I don't know how to start, but I really regret anything that I have done, and I can assure you that I have changed since all of this happened. I deem myself a caring and kind person, but I can't say that this is the way it has always been. No, Nyx is not my first Sythe account. I want to confess all my wrongdoings of the past, rather than that someone else finds out about it, but also because I feel guilty about being dishonest to you. I have a lot of friends on Sythe, and I want them to know the truth. It's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for someone you are not, or something like that. I think it's pretty clear what I mean. I'll tell you my story.
I first joined Sythe in March 2009, with no intentions of scamming, but just to sell my account. (Well - to swap it actually, I had never heard of PayPal back then) I made the account 'thorkage'. I traded quite a lot, and there were some issues every now and then. One with a kid, sharing his account with a friend, then I swapped it for mine, his friend lost his claws, I was accused, etc... A complicated story, however, I was not guilty and I was not banned for it. Another thing was something with Video, someone was recovering an account without my knowledge, and I was selling it to Video at the same time. The appeal of the hacker was accepted after I gave Video my password, so both of us accused the other. Once again, we weren't found guilty, and we didn't get punished for it. We didn't lose anything either, I later managed to get my account back.
But, a few months later, I don't recall when exactly, I was buying an account from someone at RSBots.net, and we agreed to a 50/50 trade. I sent the first part of the money, and asked for the account details, but he said he wanted the second part before he could send it. I got mad and treatened to dispute my money if he wouldn't give the account. He then tricked me into downloading a file with the 'account info', and it contained a RAT. I don't remember what Virus Scanner I used, but it wasn't detected until I later on installed Avast!. Apart from stealing my 2 RS accounts, he got onto my Sythe account and flooded a thread with meatspin links. I got a permanent ban for it, and I left Sythe for a while. I disputed the ban, later, because my computer had crashed, and the staff agreed on a one month ban. And 2 days after the ban, when I wanted to log in my account, I noticed that it was still banned. I did the wrong thing there: I just made a new Sythe account (Fuzion Ltd) and I started Sything again with the sole purpose of becoming UE and gaining a lot of trust, and to be a respected and loved member of the community. That's unfortunately not how it went, a real life friend quit RS and gave me his RSGP in order to sell it for him, and at the sale thread I decided to post a little story about how I got the money and said that I recovered it from RSC, something that was very popular among cheaters back then. I NEVER recovered any RSC account and I NEVER tried it. I swear that on my life. I just lied about it, and that was wrong. I got banned for it, and disputed it, but cracking was unforgivable. A few months later, I didn't evade the ban, I talked to Verts about it and I requested to be pardoned for lying. She unbanned me with a TWC. Skele Master banned me again, because I had confessed to be a ban evader in a goodbye thread that I made when I was banned on Fuzion.
At that point I was really mad at Skele for banning me whilst I, in my ignorant eyes, back then, hadn't done anything wrong. The same day I made a few accounts with names like 'ThisIsNotFuzionSkele', 'NotFuzionSkeleMaster', and made a few troll posts in the spam forum. I don't think I offended anyone, and I didn't flame Skele or anything. I just tried to be funny.
So well, in december I really missed Sythe and it was stronger than myself, I joined, but again, I had nothing but legit intentions. Things went really great, especially when I met people like Karl, W000t, Brendan, FireZ, Verts, SMR, Finn, Sengira, usmann, nonamekiller and a lot of others (can't name you all
). I succesfully appealed for User Education, and I was really happy. I donated 100$, 200$ and my last 100$ got confirmed today, that is, yes, 300$ that I have donated to Sythe.org. My contribution may be big, but my support is even bigger. I care about the community, and I would really be sad if it was taken away from me. Therefor I beg you, staff, to give me a last chance. I won't let you down, trust me. So far, a lot of users have gone first to me in trades, I didn't disappoint any of them. For more info, I refer to my vouches, they can be found here: http://sythe.org/showthread.php?t=983786
That's about it. I really hope that this thread convinced you that I have no bad intentions whatsoever, and that if you decide to let me stay here on Sythe.org that I will not let you down, or harm anyone. In fact, I will do everything to help others out and to support the community.
Thanks for ready,